It hasn't even been 2 whole weeks since our little eli weston went to heaven. It's a different world now! It seems like time has just slowed down to a snail's pace. When we were all kids it seemed like no matter how hard we tried, we couldn't get time to go any faster than sand molecules through an hourglass. it's just amazing how much of an impact all this has had since then!! My sense of reality and time has changed quite a bit. It just seems like since i've been back at work that time seems to drag by, just as slow as it can get. In some ways, I wish that i could just wave a wand and everything be the way it was supposed to turn out as of 2 weeks from tomorrow. But in another way, I wouldn't have our little eli exist on this earth for a very short time, just to suffer from some disorder or disease and be hooked up to all sorts of machines keeping his little body alive and breathing for him. I can't say anything that would bring him back or make the hurt go away. well, hope everybody has a good day tomorrow!
Matt. 5:4
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